What If Anime Doesn’t Exist

have something else to be addicted to and waste money on...  Lived a more boring life...  My severe clinical depression that I had during middleschool and highschool would have most likely driven me to suicide as-well, given the fact anime was one of the thing that always kept my depression away when I was still suffering with it...  i would do other things more that i'm not really sure about, and i would also be force to put up with all the shitty shows on TV. so life without anime would be very terrible...